Yeah, not feeling the love so much today.
I am tired, irritable, and edgy.
Last night was the first night in a while that I didn't eat anything after dinner. I really wanted to but I kept checking in with myself and I just wasn't hungry.
And I was really unhappy about it. I went to bed feeling depressed and pitiful. I woke up this morning feeling grumpy and grumbly and like nothing was going to go my way.
Ridiculous, isn't it?
Not really, when you haven't really been feeling your feelings for quite some time. I feel like Edie is pouting and feels like I don't love her. Ironic that I am aiming for quite the opposite. My inner self wants to sulk and be negative and stompy today. However, life is not that bad today. The weather is beautiful, I have a hot cup of tea and a cranberry muffin for breakfast. Yes, there are challenges each day but that is no reason to spew negativity into the world.
Okay, pep talk done, wish me luck!
I feel where you are coming from. As food stops working, I'm left raw and open.
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