Most days, I have a hard time loving myself. I do many things that are the opposite of self-love:
- eating or drinking things I know make me feel ill
- eating in secret
- eating emotionally
- eating things I know are emotionally triggering
- not moving my body
- settling for "good enough" too often
- living in fear of what "could be"
- living mindlessly and in distraction
- berating myself constantly
- worry about what I can't control
I want to set myself up for a more positive, loving year. In 2013, I hope to:
- eat mindfully (Mindful Eating Marathon, here I come!)
- move my body more
- be gentle with myself
- sit with and honor my feelings instead of running from them
I am not one for resolutions but I think it's good to plan ahead a bit, especially when it comes to taking good care of myself!
I'm in a similar place too. And using IE as my mode for making peace with food this year.
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