I feel like an addict today.
I am having intense, almost physical cravings. I feel uncomfortable and mildly agitated. I know how easy it would be to just "give in" and eat some candy, for example. But I am determined to stop the cycle. I think that if I give in, I will never stop doing this but if I can get over the "hump", it will bring me to a whole new place of taking care of myself physically and emotionally.
The ride there just kinda sucks.